MAVILIO

When you suspect you're fucking right, you are fucking right.

But then you start to believe other people opinions, and start thinking that may be they are right (about your faults, about life, about almost everything).

An you slowly loose confidence on your ideas, beliefs and plan.

Fuck'em.

Search loneliness. People that cannot share your same feelings and suspects cannot be you real advisors, even if they are friends, relatives or lovers.

When you need such people, go speak to that old woman at the city hall, the lazy policeman down the road. You can expect from them a complete lack of understanding about your inner feelings and visions. It is OK. Do it.

But when you experience such distance by speaking to someone you have always trusted, it is time to remember that life is in continuous evolution and possibly the time has come also for an intellectual/spiritual vacation from the trusted people of the past - polluting your present time.

When you suspect you're fucking damn right about an idea, a vision, a plan of your... Well, you are fucking right. Full stop.

Feelings are absolutely precise.

Feelings, ideas, visions and plans are socially tricky because they reside in the future and of course some people may perfectly know that your plan is right but they try to suppress it because they have another plan for their future and are more or less secretly nurturing it.

The point to remember is: there is no guarantee that a future plan can actually be shared with a significant someone (of the present) in the future.

When a plan does not become reality is usually because of external pollution.

Follow me. Let's say that for tomorrow you plan to do obsoletely nothing. It's a plan, it is a good plan, it is your plan, and if you stick to it, tomorrow you will spend your day doing nothing.

If you should find that you have passed the day doing something it is because something external (sometimes arising internally because of external pressure) made you hijack your plan.

Why? Because possibly you did not believe your own plan, you did not reinforce it or protect it.

If this easily happen with "nothing", imagine how it is easy to be hijacked when you have an actual, complex plan that naturally extends in the next months or years!

So, always have a plan, believe in it, nurture it, care for it and protect it.

This is an ancient war.